I DID MY BEST.......

                       but maybe my best was never enough...it was

never meant to be....it only adds to the complications...to the failure.           In our life we try to hold on to something we believe,to something we want to last just for the sake of it.

We try every possible way to make it through...and it pains

to let it go.But reality is really hard to accept for a moment

but it teaches us some lessons that we cant ignore.There are times when you ask questions you can never answer.....things

you want to do but cannot...plans you made  yet can never put to  action....they remain there as plans.Feelings so hard to describe....u want to cry yet tears wont fall and it makes u even wonder how to release the hurt inside.

Life is sometimes a struggle where you try your best to cope

and try to survive...expecting some happiness along the way

trying harder to keep it that way and while you think u have done ur best....u stumbled in that path leaving a question where did you fail....havent you try every possible way???

And as i thought i have done that.....i also think that maybe

what is meant to be....really meant to be...because if its not

no matter what you do..prayers included it will not materialiaze.....There are relationships doom to fail right from the very start...because they are not meant to last....no matter how faithfully you tried.

And putting all these things aside maybe you should not blame yourself...or anybody.Just be glad u have the chance.

You  come to the point of giving up

not because you lose faith

not because you did not try your  best

not because you loved less

but because you come to terms with yourself

trying so hard cannot guarantee a smooth relationship

thats a fact of life

but theres no harm in trying again

live life......