i have always been fascinated with people

who possess beautiful pair of eyes

eyes really attracts me a lot

i can tell if a person is good or bad

just by looking in their eyes(that i made myself believe)

that was when i was a little bit younger  but..........

as we grow older we tend to change

i now look at the eyes...minding the body built also

now....im into the physical attraction

but again as i grow more matured...i added the intelligence

for i find it unattractive

talking to a very dashing guy

with no brain(perhaps with one but not always using it)

then again as  i aged a little bit

when giggles are things of the past

and i intend to be demure a little

i look for the character..the person inside the man

the way of thinking ...but again....

i forgot to look at myself

looking for the perfect one without thinking

if i really deserved to have what im looking

am i worth my so very high standards of attraction?

that was the time i begun to feel humble

i was looking for perfection...when im not perfect

i was expecting to see in others what i feel i  was lacking

i was looking up...forgetting to look down

i know better now

its not the eyes....i can love a blind one now

its not the body....but im praying its a complete body

its not the intelligence....but  just a little of it for a good conversation

its not a dashing face...just enough to be displayed in public..ha ha

maybe its the feeling that counts now

its the rapport

the wavelength between....the connection,,the attachment

but again............

all those i have written above

just a product of my idle mind

just passing my time

just kidding again.