i believe evrything has a purpose

even the failures and disappointments

they say it adds to the spice of life

for without sadness...we may never appreciate the joys

without the pain...we may never learn the lesson

without losing...we may never treasure the winning

but coping with these spices of life

is a different story

what if we cant really accept the losing?

what if pain  lingers until the end?

what if we cant feel the happiness till the end?

they say happiness is just a state of mind

anger and pain is the same

so we heal our minds whenever

we let ill feelings go

we heal our souls by simply praying

and we heal our hearts by forgiving

life is sometimes..hard ...so hard to understand

yet simple things are needed to survive it

but these things seems so hard to find

i imagined life as simple as i can

i appreciate just a simple smile

i shed my tears for simple sob stories

i learned to love  others not forgetting to love my self first

i learned to understand otherpeoples mistake

by putting myself in their situation

i learned to enjoy the chirps of the birds...maybe they have their purpose too?

the wind..the rain...the heat of the sun in this part of the world

the scoldings and sermons in my young life

make me smile  and long for the past....

long lost friends....i wish i can really understand

that all of these things and these people

have their purpose in my life.....and before i forget

my love life

so cinematic...like those in the movies

crying for my first love

those crushes who never look my way(im not their type)

those hurt stories and sleepless nights

those i presumed a fairytale

but turns into a nightmare

those i put all my acting talent

yet fail to earn an award(im not too convincing anyway)

indeed...its a life with a purpose

had to move on with care!!  have to make a life again!

find new friends

dream again

hope again

love again

maybe life is not hard as i think...

it is just a continous struggle

to find what is missing

reach for the unreacheable

dreaming the impossible

hoping against odds

loving without really trying

praying without demanding.....

falling and getting up again

fullfilling what life wants us to be

PLAYERS IN OUR OWN TIME....