i am now in the near sunset of my life

 reminiscing how my younger days went perks me up

id like to think of those naughty days in my childhood

where one could just think of fun ..school and home

those times when love is pure and simple

were lovers meant what they say(and later regret it)

times were you could feel the warmth of mamas love

the intensity of dads dos and donts

and brothers wicked ways of making you cry

those days of laughter and fears

moments with friends...of hellos and goodbyes

those times of just sitting in benches stargazing

of crushes and part time lovers(they really are friends)

of non stop music to welcome your day

and romantic moonlight to be with you for the night

of rushing things for projects and fun

for making alibis just to stay out for a while

for loving so many...and end with nobody

maybe so many boys ...so little time(joke)

and for laughter of that youth i terribly missed now

just the memories makes me smile...and SAD

but those memories  were not all happy ones

me too have broke hearts(sometimes i believe that)

and have mine broken so many times  that i stop counting

and have been careful since...but never learned

for that young life is so blessed

that if given the chance to lived again

ill choose that life i had

my only regret in that childhood is that

too many decisions were not really planned

they were just decisions of a young mind

that never understand the consequences it will bring then

but neverthe less ...it was a decision powered only by heart

for what can you expect ?

it was not a life well lived

but it was fun/!

as i said ...i am now nearing the sunset of this life

im not yet old ...just learned..ha ha

i learned to face life as it comes

bear heartaches too....sometimes im used to that

conquer my fears...tackles my task

but if i have to face my creator(hope not too soon)

i will thank him for that young life

happy memories of my childhood

for they make me what i am today

fragile yet strong...

afraid yet confident that i will move on

to a better phase...to a better life ...and maybe   just maybe

a better love.