as i walk alone i wonder

what went wrong with our love

a love that was so strong......

i was listening to this song

think it is an old song

i once heard my mom sung that(im emphazaising that to hide my age ha.ha)

but its a nice song

it reminds me of a past love

so strong i thought it wont end

but as they say

some good things never meant to last

and my love is no exception

i wish i could feel that way again

but heart cannot be  dictated..it has a mind of its own

im just as helpless as anybody out there

i maybe happy today

but maybe not as happy as yesterday

but as they say again ...dont dwell on the past

and im living each day as it is

there are other things my mind is busy with

my work...people i love...people i care

yet once in a while ....cant help but give it a thought

it gives me some sort of happiness dwelling on the past

just once in a while...

it gives me a feeling of happiness

thinking the way it used to be

thinking what could went wrong

knowing fully well it was carefully well taken care of

or maybe it was just a one sided care...my side

or maybe i love too much...is it bad to have too much of anything?

maybe i get too much attention  and get too tired of it

or i was just expecting too much too soon

or maybe ...maybejust too many maybe

wish i really  had the power to have it all again

correct my mistakes...learn to forgive...learn to compromise

but its all water under the bridge

cant be undone....its just a memory forever

it was good while it last

it was hurting as it was full of happiness and pain

it was a memory kept in my heart all this time

no one can tell me how hard it was

for nobody felt it like i did...and it was all by me

people felt i was the one celebrating

freed from whatever  pain im having

but they will never know because i will never show

that behind those smiles and wishes

is a heart so badly shattered...so damaged

that i thought it would never heal

the places...the songs...mutual acquintances...

they added to the pain and the sadness

but slowly as they say again

time heal all wounds

now as i look back

im feeling much better

take it all as it is

remembering the memory

remembering the boy i loved

but i cant remember the feeling anymore

maybe it was washed away

by...the rain

by the tears i shed...and by the love im feeling now.

the truth is

only another love

can heal a broken one

SO KEEP ON LOVING.ITS A SMALL WORLD.!!!